She’s most beautiful in how she’s indirectly pointing me to love myself more.
I can choose or not choose(as she said) to believe she loves me, from her words.
But her absence speaks so much louder, to how I am still searching for that love and appreciation inside myself.
I want to hold my head up, and in good posture, whether I’m a team of one or thousands.
I deserve my best.
I do the best towards myself, and others follow that lead.
I am mine, before I am anyone else’s.
I’m the love I seek. She is me.