I’ve always dealt with a lack of clarity when it came to my romantic relationships. I see what I want to see(believe what I want to believe), and ignore the unpleasantries.
Again, I made a life of another more appealing than my own solitude. Their wellness dictating my own ability to function.
So I hope if I gain I strong sense of self, a love for self and care for self, I can be clear. Hopefully to return with no regret.